have tons of studying to do but i don’t feel motivated to do it today

sighs if it was just a matter of forcing myself to sit and study that’d be easy but i know i won’t absorb as much knowledge like that. at least we’ll have a holiday in 2 weeks so i can fix up anything i left behind then

last week was kinda rough bc i was on my period and got cramps all the time and couldn’t focus on maths or physics v well. let’s see if it’ll get better this week

estudo n rendeu hj pq eu tô me sentindo uma bosta (adooooro aquele suor frio de febre e dor nas juntas e na garganta recomendo 10/10) e se eu ver mais um exercício de calcular mol na minha frente eu vou chorar

mas acho que consigo colocar o que falta em dia amanhã, já que não tem aula à tarde?? se ficar muito pesado eu distribuo durante a semana ou algo assim. 

minha vida tá girando em torno dos meus horários de estudo agr mas acho que isso é inevitável tendo em vista meus objetivos (apesar de que o meu blog vai ser provavelmente uma chatice o resto do ano pq os estudos são tipo a única coisa rolando na minha vida agr?? e eu só falo disso. dsclp leitores assíduos do meu Espaço Virtual que devem ser umas 3 pessoas risos)

also now that i’m actually studying maths and physics and chemistry instead of just doing the bare minimum to pass my tests (like i did in high school), stuff is becoming easier somehow?? like some shit in maths still doesn’t make sense but now i know how to work my way around the problems and stuff

maths is basically memorizing tools and how to use them and as soon as you do that you can solve any problem in any vestibular tbh (unless you’re trying to get into ITA or IME bc in that case meus pêsames)

the results from my cursinho’s first mock test came out!! i’m in 96th place in my city’s unit, and like 300th or so in the entire system

that’s p good i think!! i was p mediocre on that test but it we’re still in the very beginning of the course so i’ll get better with time. my goal is to get to at least 20th place till the end of the year, so i’ll be in conditions to get into medical school w/o any problems

my skin is getting better!! my shoulders are almost totally healed after spending my entire summer vacation picking on them (bc i had nothing to occupy my hands with), and the routine of exfoliating my face/applying astringent lotion daily helped w/ my acne and makes my face feel fresher/cleaner. w/o acne i have nothing to pick on so it’ll be easier to control this sort of stuff.

also i’ve been drinking lots of water and eating like 3~4 fruits a day and i feel like it’s making some real difference, not only on my skin but on my body in general. i feel great and for some reason studying now makes me feel somewhat even better. i can see myself evolving and acquiring more knowledge and that’s really good. and this is only my first week!! i’m excited about what the future will bring