also now that i’m actually studying maths and physics and chemistry instead of just doing the bare minimum to pass my tests (like i did in high school), stuff is becoming easier somehow?? like some shit in maths still doesn’t make sense but now i know how to work my way around the problems and stuff

maths is basically memorizing tools and how to use them and as soon as you do that you can solve any problem in any vestibular tbh (unless you’re trying to get into ITA or IME bc in that case meus pêsames)